Thursday, July 28, 2011

Look at what I've found




The old photos of mine ! I went through all the folders and I've found these. Okay, a little bit excited I guess. If I'm not mistaken, I took these pictures when I was 15 year-old. By that time I was in Form 3. I can't believe that I still have it in my laptop ! There are many more but let's just keep it private. I'm sure you don't want to see the rest of it. Oh, I have so many memories back then :')





Women's favourite



Kadang-kadang benda kecil pun boleh buat kita excited bukan?
Oh, I love my new sling bag ! :")

Monday, July 25, 2011

Thank you


When you look at this picture, what really comes into your mind? I feel compassion, love and loyalty. A "stormy" love. It makes me calm. You know what is more beautiful? When we realize that our patience all this time are worthwhile. Alhamdulillah.


"I know there will be a day I fall in love with someone. But don't let me forget you."
- Anis Ashaari


Allah, don't let me forget You. I need You forever in my life. The best thing in my life is to think about You, to love You, to have You and to share my pain and my happiness with You. Everything. The best thing in my life is everything about You. Thank you, Allah. Thank you :')

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Inspiration





Well, I know I've introduced her long time ago. In my old entries which I've deleted few months ago. Anyway, I admire her for quite a long time. She inspires me a lot. Especially when it comes to study. She's my sister, my cousin to be precise. But I'd love to call her my sister because to us we are all siblings. A one big family. I'm grateful that I have her as my idol. She's now in Russia pursuing studies in Medicine. We've made a promise...well, let's just keep it private. Anyhow, I hope that the promise can be fulfilled.

Keep your heart open to dreams,
for as long as there is a dream,
there is hope.


Have you ever dream of something that you desire a lot in your life? I have a dream which I kept to myself for years. And still keeping it until I achieve it. I respect those who have thousands of dreams. Because the feeling is so amazing. It drives you to do whatever it takes to achieve it. I finally get it right now. For years I've been dreaming to achieve it, obstacles came along. So I took some time to look back, I believe that it has something to do with your real intention. If that's what you want, that's what you get. Well, in my case, I guess I have to understand the extent of my ability. We don't have to burden ourselves to get what we want. Sometimes we will get it but in different situation. Different than what we've plan.

You know, if you always get what you want, you're lucky. If things doesn't always come in your way, you're lucky too that Allah allows you to achieve what you want according to His plans. La tahzan, remember that His plan is the best for us. Besides, what life's going to be without a little bit of adventure? Be thankful. Always believe that the sky is the limit for us.





Monday, July 4, 2011

Hati dan perasaan

Bila bercakap tentang cinta dan kasih sayang, saya bukanlah arif sangat. Tapi yang saya tahu cinta tu anugerah Allah yang paling indah. Tadi saya dan saudara yang lain keluar luangkan masa bersama. As usual, tempat lepak terbaru kami Kopitiam. Perbualan yang agak panjang. Mostly mengenai arwah abang. Arwah abang adalah inspirasi saya bila bercakap mengenai cinta. Tiada manusia yang sempurna di muka bumi Allah ini. Tapi di mata saya, dia sangat sempurna. Setahu saya arwah abang tidak pernah sakiti hati mana-mana wanita yang dia kenali. Arwah abang tidak pernah mahu berkata 'tidak'. Sentiasa berpandangan jauh. MashaAllah. Saya tahu kebanyakkan wanita di luar sana impikan seorang kekasih yang baik dan soleh. Begitu juga sebaliknya untuk kaum lelaki. Dan bagi saya, itu tidak mustahil sama sekali.

Untukmu lelaki, kalau engkau mengaku susah untuk mencari wanita solehah janganlah engkau mencari di mana dia tetapi berusahalah untuk mengubah diri agar menjadi seorang lelaki yang baik. Kerana janji Allah itu pasti, wanita yang baik adalah untuk lelaki yang baik. Begitu juga untukmu wanita :)

Arwah abang mengajar saya bahawa kedua-dua cinta dan kasih sayang tu adalah sesuatu yang luhur. Perasaan itu sesuatu yang luar biasa. Dan saya percaya bila kita mencintai seseorang itu dengan ikhlas dan penuh kasih sayang, perasaan itu akan terus kekal biarpun pasangan hidup kita bukanlah dia. Tanyalah mana-mana lelaki, walaupun banyak helah mereka tapi percayalah bila ditanya soal hati mereka akan tetap setia pada yang satu. Tanyalah mana-mana lelaki, kalau cinta tu cinta sejati, 20 tahun dari sekarang mereka akan masih teringatkan cinta sejati mereka. Kalau ianya kuat, mereka akan cari sehinggalah bisa bertemu semula. Saya mulai faham dan minda terbuka bila berfikir tentang segala kesilapan saya dalam hubungan dahulu. Tapi, saya juga manusia yang tidak lari daripada melakukan kesilapan. Kadang kala hubungan percintaan tu mengajar kita lebih mendalam tentang perasaan dan persefahaman antara satu sama lain. Dan saya setuju, hubungan percintaan tu mengajar perasaan, fikiran dan tingkah laku kita tentang erti kematangan. Yang paling penting, dalam mana-mana percintaan pun, pastikan cinta kita terhadap manusia tu tidak melebihi cinta kita kepada Allah dan Muhammad saw.