Of sadness and tears

Wednesday.
October 26th, 2011.

“To me, the only thing which feels so real is this place. Where I can narrate my story and let go of my feelings. My sadness. My happiness. A space for me to breathe freely. A place where I can write everything about you without knowing if you've already moved on or not.”

I wish you could understand my feelings.

I wish you could see what I had to go through. I wish I could turn back time, but sadly, the only thing I can do now is just flashback our memories with tears. Before, I used to do it with a smile on my face and laughter. But I realized it has already ended, it's over now between us and then I continued to cry.